Anonymous asked: How do you find motivation to keep drawing? I want to improve and start posting art but part of me says its useless and I get incredibly discouraged when my art doesnt turn out how I want. I'm not sure if I should continue drawing.

So long as you want and love to draw, that’s your motivation ‘ v  ‘ but like, if you wanna get into the groove, go and look for an inspiration! Like watch movies! Listen to music! Create a story or a sentence! And start to draw! >w <

but if you’re thinking that you’ll never be good enough and your drawings will be useless, that isn’t true at all. I guess that’s a phase. You just have to start drawing and practice a lot and not stop. If you finished a piece and your not satisfied with it, go look into it and see what you didn’t like. You’ll learn from that, redo another one and so on! 

Drawing isn’t really magic even for me ;;w;;; but it could be if you like it to, it’s your choice wink wonk

Anonymous asked: hii CJ i just wanted to say 1st i am digging your art style so much its truly beautiful i internally cry i love all of your paintings but i especially love this mari portrait /post/141497873238/. I've been having lack of inspiration to continue practicing digital painting and i started one thats based off that post. the pose is similar and it also is mari in a bun only in my art style. if it turns out well can I post it? i want to know if you're okay with it as I'm against art theft :D thank you

I don’t really know what it looks like yet, but please show it to me right after ; w  ; b

Anonymous asked: You ever see art and think "wow that's really cool." And then go through the artist's art tag and realize that you've loved this person's art for a long while without realizing it and your excitement builds everytime you see a new piece that you recognize and then you ask yourself "WHY DIDNT I DO THIS SOONER?!" Yea. That's me and you rn.

You know, it really means a lot to hear this especially right now that I’m struggling with a lot of mixed emotions because I’m still practicing, then sometimes I feel super happy that I finished a piece, but then I’m not satisfied with my art, and then I get art envy, then there are times it’s really hard to draw or to figure out what to draw. It’s like a sickness or smth?? I’m not entirely sure but that’s how I feel mostly. Even if the art looks great, there’s still a lot going on

But I really wanna thank you because now it’s obvious that what actually really matters is that I draw what I like and I can make people happy with my art. Thank you from the very bottom of my dumb heart (/)//////A\\\\\(\)   

Anonymous asked: 30 MINUETS TO FREAKING DRAW THAT?!!??!! SOMEONE HOLD ME HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. HOW MUCH DID YOU DRAW TO GET THAT FAST OMFG I TAKE LIKE HOURS TO FINISH A PIECE AND THAT TAKES YOU HALF AN HOUR OMG BABE HOLD ME PLEASE ;-;

I’M HOLDING YOU I’M HOLDING YOU

Anonymous asked: I've been following you for the longest time and I still don't know your name UwU!! !((If its nothing that bothers you to share))

Hahahahaha it’s alright!!! I’m CJ or Ceej >w < whichever

Anonymous asked: I've been wondering, since the Yuri on ice expo showed, why hasn't anyone do Haikyuu on ice? (This isn't a request but if you know other art blogs that might like this idea, I'd love to see it)

I think Viria has already made some or plans to?? o. o