unorthodoxed-litterbox asked: 2, 3, 5, 9, 15, 17 for the talk about thing. uvu tell me moar~
2: Talk about your first kiss.
High school before senior year started, I was pecked by a guy who I didn’t have feelings with ‘ - ‘ I felt so impure TT - TT
3: Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
I have this scar from the dude back in high school. It’s healed but it remained a huge scar. I guess I really liked him that much then. But I think I have greater feelings for my current boyfriend ‘//3//’ It’s unimaginable now if he’s without me.
5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
WHEN MY BOYFRIEND GAVE ME THE MAKOTO FIGURE JUST RECENTLY, I SWEAR, I CRIED.
9: Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
My left hand. I can’t draw with my right. I’ll chop the rest of myself if it gets chopped off.
15: Talk about the time you were most content in life.
I did say that if I have that Makoto Tachibana figure one day, I can finally die in peace. Now I’m just waiting for any incoming deaths TTw TT
17: Talk about someone you want to be friends with.
Lol someone had asked this already but ok… I wanna be friends with everyone like srsly ; w ; like you dear (uw u), ones I just met, my followers on here, people who I run into accidents with, even people who dislike me and those who I also dislike… I want people to trust that they can count on me as a true friend, there’s no specific person doe. But it would be really nice if I can make friends myself TTw TT I’m always afraid of what people will think if I approach them and I gotta fix that ; W ; but in the other way, I don’t mind everyone bothering me ‘ 3 ‘
(^copied that one then pasted TTW TT I’m a lazy bean)
Anonymous asked: 8, 20, 24,and 38 (ppssst! I love your art! they make smile! :D)
8: Talk about the thing you are most proud of.
I’m proud of my creative skills, parts of it are drawing and the positive ways
of how I see everything ‘ v ‘
20: Talk about something that happened in high school.
My high school was everything about hoping that I would finally be together with this one guy. This is what I thought about everyday to the point of losing my sight of everything else and it affected my attitude towards everyone who cares about me more than that guy could. All sorts of bad and emotional things happened to me and because of that, I didn’t enjoy high school like I’m supposed to.
But I don’t blame him actually.If stuff didn’t happen, I wouldn’t be happy right now cuz I learned my lesson. I’d thank him if I could.
24:
Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot.
My mom always say to me that if there’s anyone who bothers me and I should despise the most… it should be myself. I took that to my gut U - U
38:
Talk about songs that remind you of certain people.
The only song that reminded me of real people would be Carousel by Vanessa Carlton.
Oh! Q////w///////Q and thank you so much, I’m glad my art can make people smile U//w/////U and also, thank you for me wanting to talk to you QW Q
seequret asked: 17:Talk about someone you want to be friends with. :D
I wanna be friends with everyone like srsly ; w ; like you dear (uw u), ones I just met, my followers on here, people who I run into accidents with, even people who dislike me and those who I also dislike… I want people to trust that they can count on me as a true friend, there’s no specific person doe.
but it would be really nice if I can make friends myself TTw TT I’m always afraid of what people will think if I approach them and I gotta fix that ; W ; but in the other way, I don’t mind everyone bothering me ‘ 3 ‘
My therapist told me instead of hurting myself I should draw something pretty were I want to cut. This is the result. And it works, honestly. If you’re struggling with self harm I really recommend this. (Make sure you use a marker and not a pen cause pens can hurt you! )
I’m reblogging this again because this technique really did help me stop self harming. Sure, I had some slip ups at the beginning but I’m 92 days clean now. All of the love I got from y’all certainly helped too! I hope this helped at least one other person recover or at least helped someone along the road to recovery. I would love to hear other techniques you guys have or your recovery stories! I love you all so much. Stay strong!
Just putting this on the blog because I know some of you are wanting to recover
and also! water based markers instead of an alcohol based one :)